I Had Never Been The Way I am

I Had Never Been The Way I am ,
Never Thought That Things Will Go So Worst;
I Just Loved You 'n Lost,
When It Was Time to Get Myself Healed By You..

I Dont Blame You For Leaving all Deserted,
I Just Regret One Thing,
If You Had to Leave Me Then Why You Make Me? :(

Nothing Seems to Be Alright,
Your absense Has Made all the Difference

Now It Seems You Will Never Come Back,
Where Hopes are Becoming My Dreams
Now,
'n I Will Have to Leave This World Missing You even On My Funeral..

You Promised You Would Always be There
Even Though You Never are.
You say I Love You With All Of My Heart;
You said No One Would Ever Come Between Us
But
That Was a Lie Too =(

You Lied To Me
But
You Said You Loved Me Even Though It Wasn`t True.
But
Did you ever Know That I Will Love You Always =)

I Will Die,
I Will be crushed,
But
My Love will Remain Alive,
That Day You will Realize What Actually I was.. !